Friday, February 15, 2008
Frustrations
So today is Friday, which is good....................but I am sick and frustrated with my current living situation( with the grandparents). I find out that I have strep (I am glad I have it now b/c I have a 3 day weekend and I cannot afford to take off work), but the frustrating part is that I come home and my Grandparents say I got a package, but they don't know what they did with it. I go into my room and my diplomas on are my bed. These are important documents that I keep in a place ,put away, not on my bed which means that my Grandma was in my room AGAIN!! I know she has Alzheimer's , bless her heard, but she has been taking my things and going though my things! I cannot have this, so I am ultimately frustrated! I almost lost my temper (not at my sweet Grandma) but at my Grandpa b/c he/they were trying to come into my room and look for the "lost" package, I asked them to stay out and that I would take care of it; they continued to inch closer, in return I closed my door. My Grandpa got mad and said he was going to yell at me, then he told me to pack my bags and move the "hell" out. This just pissed the sick girl off more, so I escaped thought the bathroom and slipped out of the house and drove away. I REALLY don't know how long I can live with them, but it is expensive to live on your own here. I don't really know that many ppl either, so it wouldn't be a cinch to get a roomie. This is my dilemma. Well anyway I was in an infuriated mood, but they I read a letter from a friend....she said she is praying for me everyday and that God WILL answer her prayers! my feeling of being infuriated diminished and this gave me a slight hope that God does have something for me! I then realized that God has given me really amazing friends! And I have God, who promises a hope and a future! I know when things go like this it is hard to not have frustrations, but hang in there! If you need a friend, I am only a phone call away, just like you are to me! Wait is hard, but I really think that God might have something awesome for me (and you!), I/we just need to believe it! Leave your frustrations behind and move on!
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2 comments:
Stay strong Kristie.. I know it must be challenging with them, but it is helping you out for the time being and soon enough some other door will open.
Maybe you need to remove your tonsils to eliminate the strep (i think Em had to because of always being sick)...
Chat with you tomorrow - I have a long ride and then will call...
You can stay with us ANYTIME you need to!!! Yeah ask your dr. about the tonsils, I mean it sucks getting them out, but I don't get sick NEARLY as much.
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