Aproved!

So I want to buy a house (a petite one). So the marked is low right now,good time to buy....I found a cute little house and offered 13g less than the asking, and they accepted!!! I never thought they would! Well, getting approved has been a challenge. I am having a hard time getting approved b/c of students loans...something about $800.00 a month(I know nothing about this).......So my student loans have/were been deferred, hopefully. there is a rumor that my Mom is paying them, but I really think that is a rumor ($800 is wicked steep and doubtful). My Mom said to call to find out, which tell me she really doesn't know. All I can say is I HATE LOANS, they mess everything up, but I really need one, NOW!!!! I know it will all work out ( when I marry my sugar daddy...j/k I would never marry for bling)

Sunday

Sunday is a day. My Sunday has been full. Full of faith. Full of fun. Full of friends. Full of phone calls. Full of emotions. Full of doubt. Full of missing. Full of feelings. Full of frustrations. Full of finding. Sunday is today. Today I feel a tear run down my cheek. Maybe two.

Frustrations

So today is Friday, which is good....................but I am sick and frustrated with my current living situation( with the grandparents). I find out that I have strep (I am glad I have it now b/c I have a 3 day weekend and I cannot afford to take off work), but the frustrating part is that I come home and my Grandparents say I got a package, but they don't know what they did with it. I go into my room and my diplomas on are my bed. These are important documents that I keep in a place ,put away, not on my bed which means that my Grandma was in my room AGAIN!! I know she has Alzheimer's , bless her heard, but she has been taking my things and going though my things! I cannot have this, so I am ultimately frustrated! I almost lost my temper (not at my sweet Grandma) but at my Grandpa b/c he/they were trying to come into my room and look for the "lost" package, I asked them to stay out and that I would take care of it; they continued to inch closer, in return I closed my door. My Grandpa got mad and said he was going to yell at me, then he told me to pack my bags and move the "hell" out. This just pissed the sick girl off more, so I escaped thought the bathroom and slipped out of the house and drove away. I REALLY don't know how long I can live with them, but it is expensive to live on your own here. I don't really know that many ppl either, so it wouldn't be a cinch to get a roomie. This is my dilemma. Well anyway I was in an infuriated mood, but they I read a letter from a friend....she said she is praying for me everyday and that God WILL answer her prayers! my feeling of being infuriated diminished and this gave me a slight hope that God does have something for me! I then realized that God has given me really amazing friends! And I have God, who promises a hope and a future! I know when things go like this it is hard to not have frustrations, but hang in there! If you need a friend, I am only a phone call away, just like you are to me! Wait is hard, but I really think that God might have something awesome for me (and you!), I/we just need to believe it! Leave your frustrations behind and move on!

My first blog!!

This one is for the "girls"! So I was told that writing can be therapeutic, so here I am writing. This is my third week in Florida (I just moved from TX) and things have kinda of been unsettling, but I know it is a state. I know this because I have awesome friends, even though most of then are very far but close in heart, that want what is best for me! Thanks for always being there!